The Norm of It All

It's colder here.

It's nothing but fear.

It's me watching you clear as day

Remember it was the end of May

You stumbled in singing all the songs you danced to and I knew by the overpowering stench off liquor that I had to fight again. I was too tired today but I had to keep my dignity as well as protect my babies from your wrath.

I'm so cold...

I begged for you to stop. I grew angrier at you for even trying to raise your hand against our oldest and I would be damned to let them have the same scars as me.

My warmth is going...

I pushed you out of the way. I told them all to run. Then as you got up in your drunken stupor you called me all sorts of names making me feel less than. A hooded figure appears in place of you above me.

It's time for me to leave...

I remember what you did. You pushed me through the window. The glass shattered. A shard piercing my neck. Draining me of my lifeblood.

I curse you...

Your guilt will eat at you

You will know no peace

Like a cycle your habits that led to my death will continue until there's no man left

I asked death for a favor...

No matter how much pain you're in or how close to death you are

You will remain

Suffering for a long time

I forgive you but just seeing you like this makes me happy

watching you fill with regret and fear of facing

me again

on the other side

I'm frozen solid now

Rotted...

So will you

_PasopNegra