Dear Diary : Entry 1

Dear Diary

it's me again, looking at the rest of this blank page

Wondering what the fuck to write about in this day and age

Look at me...a man in a ledge looking for the guts to finally jump

Do you hear me Diary? Do you hear my agonizing moans? Begging for death to pay me a visit?

Sometimes i sit and wonder, how did my world get plundered into looking for something with no aim.

Look out there into the world Diary, i can't wait to leave it

Should i make the orchestra-tor of my life to reach the final crescendo? OR Should i let it steadily move at its own pace?

I'll answer that for you Diary

But not today

With my mind reaching into the deep dark trenches of The River Acheron

I cant help but let my inner demons slink through my picture perfect facade

and let their voices ricochets between my mind and my heart.

Dear Diary... I...never mind

_PasopNegra