Creativity

I have been trying to get to you I have been trying to make sure I never lose you I have been trying to look for ways for you and I to see each other eye to eye

Sadly a sea of complications keep blocking my flow

Making me fear a mundane existence

Without you I will never be what i want to be in this world.

This enmity between my mind and heart

Makes my sanity the casualty.

As I drown in these shallow pools of insecurities I always knew that you would jump in and save me.

Producing crappy cheap concepts

At some point

One of my biggest fears is losing you

Considering that I’m at my most vulnerable

Still the paper remains empty

With the logic and reality of the dilemma I am in

My creativity lacks truth

Without my creativity I am nothing.

Enathi Mbanga